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elainegrey) wrote2010-11-18 09:04 am
elainegrey) wrote2010-11-18 09:04 am
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Sobbing breakdown again as i ready to leave the house.
I wish i knew what could help. Would calling in sick help? I doubt it. At least by going to work i'm confronting a big chunk of my overwhelming responsibilities. I will see friends at lunch. I don't know how helpful that is but i will do my damnedest to leave myself open for their love. I see my therapist at 4:30. I have oversight at 7. Oversight might be hard - there are some responsibilities about people there - but then there are people who love me there too. And i should leave myself open for their love.
Mr M snuggled me a little as i cried.
I'm taking 2 aleve and eating before i get in the car.
I wish i knew what could help. Would calling in sick help? I doubt it. At least by going to work i'm confronting a big chunk of my overwhelming responsibilities. I will see friends at lunch. I don't know how helpful that is but i will do my damnedest to leave myself open for their love. I see my therapist at 4:30. I have oversight at 7. Oversight might be hard - there are some responsibilities about people there - but then there are people who love me there too. And i should leave myself open for their love.
Mr M snuggled me a little as i cried.
I'm taking 2 aleve and eating before i get in the car.