Oh gosh yes, the moral flaw. If i just had more will to exercise, if i just had more focus, if i managed my time better, etc. The times i've had knee pain, i've been very conscious of my "moral duty" to loose weight. (Well, i'm conscious of that more than just then.)

Consciously understanding the cultural toxin doesn't necessarily mean i've managed to completely flush it, but i'm hoping to start from a place of play and curiosity this year.