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elainegrey) wrote2010-09-07 06:29 am
elainegrey) wrote2010-09-07 06:29 am
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I'm anxious. I know i blocked out time today, but it's a very full calendar starting at 7 am. The whole week is accounted for during the workday. Preparation for the meetings next week, preparation for leaving folks behind working on things, three performance appraisals.
Somehow i need to move my mind to a space where i can trust myself and my colleagues. We're all working together.
Healthwise, there are micro ulcers on the tip of my tongue, but all the large ones are healing. If these micro ulcers could be the last! The skin on my ring finger is all ripped up: i need to keep it moisturized so dead skin doesn't pull up the live skin it's attached to. The infection near the knuckle still hurts, but i've almost a week of antibiotics to go, so it will be ok.
The spots between my chin and bottom lip look like i had some skin blemish at this point, so that's good. I think the reaction may be gone and all that's left is the damaged tissue. Yay! In summary: i think the reactivity is being beaten back with a big stick and all that's left is healing.
I'm rested, the household is in good shape. I found tech problems and fixed them.
I am supposed to journal about creative things. And, at the moment, i don't feel like making goals. I'd really really like to get the deckbills out! I've made a puzzle for my nephews that i will send via my brother this coming weekend, if he ends up with a layover here.
Somehow i need to move my mind to a space where i can trust myself and my colleagues. We're all working together.
Healthwise, there are micro ulcers on the tip of my tongue, but all the large ones are healing. If these micro ulcers could be the last! The skin on my ring finger is all ripped up: i need to keep it moisturized so dead skin doesn't pull up the live skin it's attached to. The infection near the knuckle still hurts, but i've almost a week of antibiotics to go, so it will be ok.
The spots between my chin and bottom lip look like i had some skin blemish at this point, so that's good. I think the reaction may be gone and all that's left is the damaged tissue. Yay! In summary: i think the reactivity is being beaten back with a big stick and all that's left is healing.
I'm rested, the household is in good shape. I found tech problems and fixed them.
I am supposed to journal about creative things. And, at the moment, i don't feel like making goals. I'd really really like to get the deckbills out! I've made a puzzle for my nephews that i will send via my brother this coming weekend, if he ends up with a layover here.