I am so sorry about the worry. That is a horrible feeling.
I may be overriding or misreading, but it sounds as if you may be in one of those when one's emotional skin is so tight that it feels as if one tap might crack it across and containment become impossible. If so, no wonder.
I am over here wishing you soothing, which surely can't do any harm no matter how badly I may be reading. And I admire your momentum greatly, and hope the traction in the world it involves is satisfying.
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I may be overriding or misreading, but it sounds as if you may be in one of those when one's emotional skin is so tight that it feels as if one tap might crack it across and containment become impossible. If so, no wonder.
I am over here wishing you soothing, which surely can't do any harm no matter how badly I may be reading. And I admire your momentum greatly, and hope the traction in the world it involves is satisfying.