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Christine is home safely. I've been sitting up reading blogs for the past hour or so with the bright light on.
Dear Sleeping Self,
W. T. F!? I feel, yet again, like a piece of clockwork wound too tight. It's exhausting! This isn't rest. This is completely unhelpful!
Yes, YAY that i didn't toss and turn overheated, and YAY i slept through the night, but what are you doing?!
I feel like i need to have a big cry to bleed off this tension, but i resent that i'll just feel tired afterward. Why do this?
Procrastination and creating monsters out of work. It's just a bloody stupid quarterly report as a powerpoint. You know, o-rings obfuscation. There's nothing we particularly want out of this report: we don't want to bee particularly visible nor do we want to be absent. Just obscure bits of text. Play the damn game and be done with it.
Yes, i know you loathe the damn game. Yes, i know that the EUS release manager does even more work making up numbers to play the damn game. Don't bother this time 'round. OK? Just report stuff and move on. It's not a big deal.
And you can do it while exhausted. Really.
Hang in there babe.
Awake Self
Dear Sleeping Self,
W. T. F!? I feel, yet again, like a piece of clockwork wound too tight. It's exhausting! This isn't rest. This is completely unhelpful!
Yes, YAY that i didn't toss and turn overheated, and YAY i slept through the night, but what are you doing?!
I feel like i need to have a big cry to bleed off this tension, but i resent that i'll just feel tired afterward. Why do this?
Procrastination and creating monsters out of work. It's just a bloody stupid quarterly report as a powerpoint. You know, o-rings obfuscation. There's nothing we particularly want out of this report: we don't want to bee particularly visible nor do we want to be absent. Just obscure bits of text. Play the damn game and be done with it.
Yes, i know you loathe the damn game. Yes, i know that the EUS release manager does even more work making up numbers to play the damn game. Don't bother this time 'round. OK? Just report stuff and move on. It's not a big deal.
And you can do it while exhausted. Really.
Hang in there babe.
Awake Self
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