elainegrey

I really feel you on the letting your frustrations hang out, and feeling like it's not admired/noble/etc. I don't know what to say about it; to me, you seem all right even when you're venting. Other people do, generally. But I too feel acutely embarrassed and ignoble when I feel like I've been burdening everyone too much with my woe, and it's not a feeling that's easy to lay to rest. :-|