I think you'd be amazed at what a difference GOOD sleep makes. I hope once it starts for you it literally opens up a whole new outlook on everything for you, I know it did for my husband when he started using his cpap - and not for nothing, since he lost 165 pounds we have a unit here he used for about 6 months...it would need a good sanitizing and hoses (I think there's another set here somewhere) but I doubt he'd be adverse to it going away if you're interested. We could meet at the farmer's market or something =)
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