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I find myself unable to stay positive. I want to be a positive person, but it's hard. This morning, the discomfort from one or two of my issues brings tears to my eyes, and i realize that the various flare points i have might just have something to do with how brittle and whiny and complaining i am. There's an appointment on the 22nd of July, i think, where some help might begin. Or the flare will be over.

When i was driving through Arizona a few weeks ago, visiting my grandmother in the hospital and seeing a friend, i wanted to get out and revel in the desert landscape. I was reminded of the Joshua Tree photos as yet undeveloped. The whale photos, the Lassen photos.... What really should be my goal? There are too many to flip through. Do i punt? Timebox and say 100 photos a week? (I had 150 from the trip to Portola Redwoods.)

-- must dash off --

Weekends in June:
1: pondering jeep purchase
2: Brother's family's tragedy + visit from aunt & uncle
3: Trip to Arizona
4: Camping

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Dear universe,

Yeah, I can admit that there is some amusement value in me walking into the glass wall. Particularly given that I was washing laundry from one bloody accident and then got blood all over what I was wearing.

But even though my nose hurts, the other irritations are quite persistent.

Not so find of tonight's entertainment.

Me