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[elainegrey]

Yesterday was draining with some nonsense going on at work plus being awake and stressed too early. This morning i woke again in the early hours but found it easy to dose back to sleep. I suspect the early hour awakening is just as much a part of natural changes with age as anything else. It's when my brain switches to all sirens, klaxons, and flashing lights that there's an issue. I think i actually like the light dosing sleep of the early dawn better than sleeping soundly. There's something delicious about it (once i sort out the night sweat drenched blanket and so on).

One of my drowsy thoughts was about my current state of depression. I'm prompted to check my time accounting, to see if i can take a day off -- i can without dipping into my "savings". I think i need that, and i'll plan to take a day off. Monday looks promising.