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Caught the blues. I'm pretty sure i've too much negative self talk going on in the back of my head, "Behind, late, behind, late...." I woke in the wee hours and failed to fall back asleep easily. I didn't walk yesterday, and i wonder if i had whether i would have rested better.
I wondered if i should blame pineapple on my sense of stomach cramps recently, but a quick search of "digestive issues fresh pineapple" indicates that the recommendation is to eat pineapple to help your digestion. Hrmph.
I know the sense of failure is not rational, but i still have this sense that i should just "give up." And, in some sense, that is the answer. I need to give up my desire to be perfect and flawless and find a way to compassionately accept my lack of super human abilities.
I suspect i'll pull out fairly quickly. It's a little disappointing after such good energy for a while.
Plod plod.
I wondered if i should blame pineapple on my sense of stomach cramps recently, but a quick search of "digestive issues fresh pineapple" indicates that the recommendation is to eat pineapple to help your digestion. Hrmph.
I know the sense of failure is not rational, but i still have this sense that i should just "give up." And, in some sense, that is the answer. I need to give up my desire to be perfect and flawless and find a way to compassionately accept my lack of super human abilities.
I suspect i'll pull out fairly quickly. It's a little disappointing after such good energy for a while.
Plod plod.
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