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Thursday, June 4th, 2020 06:51 am
I don't really mention the global news context in my journaling that much. Partly because i believe i can find the context if i am ever curious. Partly because i don't have a significant need to refine my thinking. That's not because my thinking on political topics is particularly good, but more because i am mostly in a bubble of liberal thought and my primitive* articulation is satisfactory. I also have had little time for advocacy and i simply strive to keep messages to policy makers simple. There's a certain cost benefit analysis there: i need to communicate enough to ensure that the communication ticks the box of "constituent personally communicates pro/con on topic." It's somewhat different from when i was taking time to advocate for human rights in Colombia. Then i could not lean on the discourse already being established.

I tend to write when i am trying to work out how i feel about things, and so much about recent politics has been clear to me. The outstanding question for me is how i frame and understand The Others in my political world. It's tempting to generalize "The Fox News Watchers."† Surely there are racists. I have a strong impression of people who feel economically besieged and "we can't afford to help."

And i suppose i care about understanding that group because i recognize my inner, constant refrain, the excuse of "i can't afford" the time, the energy, the risk.

Work is giving me the day off on Friday to "reflect." I've posted on Facebook that i am willing to talk to people about race tomorrow (because of this gift, i can afford it). That was kinda scary.

I flew through the first few days of White Supremacy and Me. I think that working through my own experiences of male supremacy, and then my own cis privilege and cis fragility, has provided lessons that were easy to transfer to owning my white privilege and white fragility. more reflection )

White silence though. Well, yes. This is where i begin.


† The echo chamber is clearly not limited to Fox and a particular political point of view.Christine watched an hour of talking heads roll their eyes about Trump taking ... whatchamacallitquine. (I'll call it Q.) It was a pretty information-light hour. I think the one useful bit of content was the observation that the White House is well supplied with medical equipment and there are medical staff to supervise his health, and thus the risk for the president in taking Q is mitigated by that care which is not available to others. That was a message that could have been amplified. An hour spent rolling eyes and bemoaning the familiar problematic behavior just served to heighten emotional reaction and enforce a certain perspective. I suspect this does not compare to some of the Fox propaganda, but it was disappointing.

* Perhaps an extreme example was on first hearing about the DC military intervention and threats of further military intervention. I said "i have no words," Christine replied, "I am scared and sad." I added, "And i'm angry."
elainegrey: Inspired by Grypping/gripping beast styles from Nordic cultures (Default)
Monday, June 1st, 2020 06:28 am
I've just bought Layla F. Saad's Me and White Supremacy workbook. I'm happy to say all the copies at Powells were gone, as i imagine other people like me finding it hard to speak to the violence against black people that continues month after month.

https://www.tolerance.org/magazine/summer-2019/you-and-white-supremacy-a-challenge-to-educators

I found myself bemoaning "the divisions in the country" at meeting, and i realized as i said it how it painted over the part that distressed me. I realize it seems to underscore the violence against property and not the violence against specific people. "Divisions" was the shorthand i used to refer to the "them" in my mind: the white supremacists all geared up for a race war, but it can be just as easily interpreted as anyone else's us and them -- or the us and them someone believes i have in mind.

And so in a real sense our nation’s summers of riots are caused by our nation’s winters of delay. And as long as America postpones justice, we stand in the position of having these recurrences of violence and riots over and over again. -- Martin Luther King, Jr's 1967 "The Other America" speech at Stanford University


I was going to use the tag "white privilege" for this writing, but reflected on privilege's etymology from "private law." The injustice of racism is embedded in layers of legal practice in this country (where i include juries in the practice): it seems far beyond unwritten rules. I'll go with "White Supremacy" and take a step of being uncomfortable.

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Exhaustion in sourcing anything and everything -- is it environmentally just, racially just, just to labor? -- plus the COVID-19 risks.... Well, i suppose the choice to fold in my personal safety as a function is a privilege. Our plastics use has increased with the bagging choices. Weighing my safety against plastic jugs for water (or the reusable tank i filled at the market with the distilled water needed for Christine's cpap), we discussed getting jugs instead of going into the market. I should write the market and ask whether they can take a tank.

I did ask if they could take my LateJuly packaging. They used to have a dropoff, but, pandemic. I just checked with terracycle. You can purchase a box plus shipping plus sorting plus recycling for between 5¢ and 8¢ a cubic inch. I wonder how quickly we could fill the large box. I can also print a free label and mail the LateJuly bags at LateJuly's expense.

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The threshing session yesterday went well. A little hard to keep people talking about their own needs, wants, concerns and not going straight to solutions, but it more or less worked. There is definite interest in a hybrid solution although i don't think folks appreciate the logistical challenge of keeping a group meeting in person equitably connected with a group not in person. But we can discuss that when people get there.