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[elainegrey]

I wonder if i should return to http://elainegrey.livejournal.com/tag/once%20upon%20a%20time%201 I even recall a bit more of where the plot was heading.

I've paced myself off and on today, letting myself wander a bit, not being 100% for the whole workday.

I still need to do performance reviews.

--== HOURS LATER ==--

I still need to do performance reviews.

But i'm going to bed.

And i think... i think my energy level is swinging up!

I'm sort of mystified: this morning i had some strong blue streaks, midmorning i was not feeling clear headed, and yesterday i was muddled. But late afternoon i started feeling sharp and optimistic.

What happened? Was it just enough time passed? I cried enough? What?

Still seeing the therapist on Friday, still have an ulcerated mouth, but it's the first breath of hope in a while.

so odd.