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Saturday, July 21st, 2012 06:16 am
It's poor experimental design, i reflect, to make a psych meds switch, and then introduce vacation and family trauma into the test. It's hard to judge my sense of overwhelm as i am at the returning from interruption stage and the transition between fiscal year stage of task maintenance: i am always overwhelmed when i look at the hundred or so "ticklers." I am not paralyzed.

Issues with New Director are triggering sweeps of anger, but the emotions aren't debilitating. Indeed, i find myself feeling more motivated, alert.

I know i am struggling with imposter syndrome when i think of changing jobs, but i note that my uncurated LinkedIn resume triggered TWO direct contacts, one from Amazon and one from Netflix.

Night sweats haven't gone away yet: my PCP has suggested that there are some other causes we might need to check.

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My mom is off to Orlando this afternoon.