Joy is a quick Skype with my sister and nephew first thing this morning. I'm also getting email from my Mom. It's nice, albeit distracting.
The distraction has been this low grade worry from my mom sharing incomplete and not fully understood information about my dad's health. Some biopsy which found star cells? (Astrocytes, a type of neuron.) No, now it's flame cells, the kidneys of parasites. Itch itch.
I worry that i am following in my mother's incomplete and forgetful thought-steps: in meetings i discover i have not communicated my full thought. In documents shared with colleagues, sentences are left incomplete and my train of thought jumps to another pair of rails.
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Yesterday's being out and about -- coffee and Meeting and hike and groceries -- left me wiped and forgetful at the end of the day.
I've spent most of the morning just picking up threads of thought and process.
The distraction has been this low grade worry from my mom sharing incomplete and not fully understood information about my dad's health. Some biopsy which found star cells? (Astrocytes, a type of neuron.) No, now it's flame cells, the kidneys of parasites. Itch itch.
I worry that i am following in my mother's incomplete and forgetful thought-steps: in meetings i discover i have not communicated my full thought. In documents shared with colleagues, sentences are left incomplete and my train of thought jumps to another pair of rails.
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Yesterday's being out and about -- coffee and Meeting and hike and groceries -- left me wiped and forgetful at the end of the day.
I've spent most of the morning just picking up threads of thought and process.
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